JTWJ ♥
10:43 PM
You know what's going on today, don't you?
Yeah we were already waiting for this day for few days already, but it doesn't seem to be special like before..
Nevermind! The day is still here :)
You & I always pms for no reasons, there is a reason, but we always prefer remaining silent, no matter on msn, face to face, phone...
We used to quarrel, fight because of tht sucker, what about now?
I know I can't be the one who cheer you up easily like before, but please let me the one who makes you smile, like always..

Things change and, people change. We always keep our promises all the time, we didn't break them, we just do them in other different ways. Ways that hurt, that cause lots of misunderstanding.
We know we won't stay the same. We know....
We used to get excited & hyper, when you come back from outstation, when I come back from my grandma's house, when school reopens...
Now,
we don't.
" biii im back!"
" okey. "

We used to get sad, bored and lonely, when you go out for the whole day, friend's party, even dinner, cousin's house, when I go back to K. Selangor, friend's gathering, vacation....
Now,
we don't.
" bii im going out for ....... "
" ooo. "
" bii im going to my friend's party. "
" okey, have fun arh. "
Wanna go, go.
Wanna play, play.
We don't used to talk loudly on the phone, bad image...
Now,
we do!
" wei, talk leh! "
" ZOMOK??! "
" what's wrong? "
" nothing! nothing is wrong. "
......
When it comes to ' supporting ' ,
No matter it's,

sports,

music,

& lots lots more!
You're always there no matter what happens.
Even bad times, if there's no you, there's no quarreling..
& life would be boring....
You know you are the first & only person who see me,
who gets into my world, world which you didn't get to know before.
I've learned alot of things,
Love, hate, expressing, endure, tolerate....
Because of you :)

Smile, baby! Stop the rain!!!

& be my sun......
flower... hehe.

Don't let me smile myself, like that...

Like that much better =)
Cheer up bii,
although we don't know what's happening these days,
I crap,
& asked nonsense...
asking & crapping so much...
I actually meant something,

I love you!
Wait, you said what you want for christmas harrr???

Here you go!haha! xD
Happy 300 days, biii!
with love,
amanda.
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